Sort it out girl!

The daylight hours are getting shorter now as winter aproaches, my body clock has been getting confused on what time it REALLY is.

"The honeymoon period" of being in England is over. It hit me like a slap in the face on wednesday.
I...now... live...here. That realization was a bittersweet one.
It's been a little intense and sureal these last days. Nothing bad, all good, just hard stuff to swallow.

I miss home, I miss my family, I miss my friends, I miss speaking spanish, I miss my car, I miss americans!

Sometime I feel it's hard to sort out my brain. What am I thinking? What am I doing? Where am I going? What am I saying?
I have all these questions rolling around in my head and lately I've had so much going on that I haven't had a chance to process and sort out my head. At times I've often felt I haven't been able to communicate my thoughts outloud either. Do you ever had those days where you just feel completely stupefied? I've had a couple of those days lately!

There is this song by Craig David, that is completely unrelated to this topic, but the words fit with my emotions ..."I feel fantastic, bombastic, ecstactically astounded, How a girl can really lose her brain, I feel surrounded, confounded, Emotionally dumbfounded."
I think that about wraps it up!

Today, however I've had time to think and breathe and be on my own. I went on a run and let all my stress out, it was wonderful!
I know all these emotions are normal, I'm in major transition. I just need to remember to breathe!

One day at a time- that is enough. One day at a time....